Learning of Past Perverse Sexual Conditioning Brings About Harmonious Relationships Minus The Old Guilts
—Lemuria Rising Vol. 3
I do music therapy in many types of facilities, including nursing and dementia. The object is to calm, inspire, uplift, bring joy, etc. Usually that is the effect. But there are certain cases . . .
At one facility where I go once a month and work with a group, there was a Spanish-speaking woman who would come and go throughout the session. Whenever I made eye contact, she would glare at me and then start speaking obscenities in Spanish. The staff told me not to take it personally, but I observed her interact lovingly with certain others. I tried to discover what my karma was with her, but each month got worse.
Finally, around the sixth month/session, she got up and started yelling, calling me a whore over and over. The other patients were getting upset and starting to yell back at her. I told them to try to ignore her, and I presented no resistance to her, but simply agreed with her, as I knew she was seeing me from some past life. This surprised her and took some of the steam out, but didn’t stop her. Looking into her eyes, they were almost black, and I could see she was very obsessed, but I took full responsibility for whatever was going on between us and kept questing mentally what I had done to her. Finally, staff arrived to try to take her out of the room.
Before the next session, I had some deeper realizations about lives I had recognized as a male priest in Latin America. I had always reacted when I read about the practice of the priest removing the “first sin” by having sex with a virgin, in proxy for God. I realized that this was something I did to her and/or her daughter. I also realized that in a subsequent lifetime, when I was a woman, I had had an affair with her husband. This compounded her hatred of me and was why she kept calling me a whore.
All morning, before I went to the next class, I was studying Voice of Hermes. After the class had started, she came in and sat on the back couch. I had stopped any eye contact with her so as not to set her off, but I was consciously in-tune with the Unarius Brothers, and I focused on love, healing, seeing them working with her, and a vortex a light around her.
Part way through, it sounded like she was clapping to the song, but I didn’t want to get my hopes up so just smiled and nodded in her direction without looking at her. After a while, I could tell she really was participating in her own way, not just making noise. After the session was over, I saw her start to slowly come toward me. I still wasn’t sure if she was going to try to hit me, but when she got closer, I saw she had tears in her eyes. She came right up to me and said: I misunderstood you. I’m sorry. It was surreal!
The reason she was finally able to say this is that due to my realizations, morning study, and attunement with the Brothers, I was no longer unknowingly putting out that same energy from the past! As a clearer channel and through my connection with her, the Brothers could also remove enough of the entity and thought-form obsessions to where she was able to speak and think clearly.
I asked her if she wanted a hug. She said yes, and we hugged for a long time. Then I gave her some Jacaranda flowers I had picked for the session. She was surprised, happy, and thanked me with a smile. If I weren’t a Unarius student and didn’t understand principle in action and the Brothers working with her, I would say it was a miracle.
—Lani C