Flashbacks to the Holocaust in Germany

The following is a testimony of one of my recent past lives during the holocaust in Germany, as a half-German, half-Jewish woman. In my current life, I was born to parents with German, Italian, and Spanish heritage. My mother is a full-blooded German, thus I’m half German. When I was younger than one year old, I experienced my first health problem with pneumonia. Subsequently, I have had numerous bouts with pneumonia and lung problems. I came to realize my lung problems are a direct result of dying in an Auschwitz gas chamber, and also the feedback energy from sending others to their deaths as well.

As a child, I remember recurrent dreams about bomber planes from the 1940s. Throughout my life, I’ve had numerous dreams about my past life in Germany. In my dreams, I’ve seen myself as a woman with two children, one son and one daughter. I saw myself on the trains being taken to one of the Jewish ghetto camps. In another dream, I saw myself during the chaos of a ghetto town being quickly constructed, and I saw myself being separated from my son. My daughter and I were put into one of the transport trains to Auschwitz. In one dream, I saw myself in a trench coat trying to hide my daughter, and I was involved with forging documents to help get children out of the country. In another dream, I saw myself standing in line waiting to be gassed in a gas chamber in Auschwitz.

Other examples, intuitions, and clues have come to me regarding that previous lifetime through my understanding of past lives. One day, I was standing at a counter purchasing a ticket to a lecture. The man at the counter had the physical appearance of looking Jewish, and when he handed me a receipt, he had spelled my name, Reich. My maiden name is Rich. A heavy feeling hit me in the pit of my stomach, and I knew I was aligned with the Germans. I realized that I was half German and half Jewish in that past life. After watching documentaries, I learned that the people who were half German had a supervisory role over the other Jews and helped to carry out the orders of the Germans. As a result, I know that I have been responsible for directing Jews to their deaths; I know I selected who would die and who would live.

In this life, as an artist, a Jewish man once hired me to hand-paint the names of deceased Jews from the holocaust onto small memorial plaques. I have no doubt they were some of my victims. Through frequency relationship, I was attracted to the man and the people whose names were to be painted on the plaques.

In my twenties, when I was in college as an art major, I befriended a beautiful Jewish girl and her brother. We became the best of friends, and I felt a familiarity with them both. She was like a sister to me, and I believe she was someone close to me during that past life. Later in life, while attending college to obtain my Bachelor’s Degree in Psychology, I took a world religion class. I had an assignment to attend a culturally diverse religious service and write a paper about it. I chose a Jewish synagogue to attend. While there, I felt very comfortable and attracted to the people. Whenever I hear Hebrew or Jewish songs played, I feel a sense of joy and sorrow. Those emotions are reflections from my past lives because before attending the synagogue, I have not had any exposure to the Jewish religion in my present life.

In my current job as a mental health therapist, I work with active-duty soldiers. Many of my clients/soldiers seem familiar to me and are reminiscent of German soldiers I knew in my past lifetime in Germany, as well as other past lifetimes associated with the military. Through my understanding of the past-life therapy
healing energy principles, I hope to discharge the aberrated waveforms in my psychic body that I created during the holocaust by accepting responsibility for the deaths I caused.
—Paula G.